Hi. My name is "New Girl"

Today, I went to enroll at my new high school, and I was overwhelmed by all the students that were there to get their new class schedules. I couldn't help but look at how they all joked around with their friends, which made me nervous. What if nobody cares to make friends with the "new girl" ((aka ME)). After all, they've had years to make friends with one another and they're already content with their circle of friends, so why would they feel the need to go out of their way to befriend me? -sigh- Just the thought of me being friendless is enough to make me sick to my stomach especially since it's my senior year, which is supposed to be the happiest time of my high school life! Hopefully I'm just overreacting - like always - and hopefully everything will work out fine when I start school next week. HOPEFULLY!!! >.<

Life's a Beach :P

About a month ago, my nephew (who is barely a year old) went to the beach for the very first time. Unfortunately I wasn't there to experience it with him since I'm in Canada and all, but luckily my sister took pictures! Although pictures are not quite the same as actually being there, it still makes me feel a little bit better. So anyways, I just wanted to share the pics with you guys, because I absolutely LOVE them. ^_^

I wish my lawn was emo so it could cut itself...

It's kind've embarrassing to admit, but back in the summer after 5th grade, and well into 6th and some of 7th grade, I had the biggest emo phase. I indulged in rock songs every second of every day and had posters of my favorite bands plastered all over my walls. My Chemical Romance was and still is my favorite band. I had their picture all over my binders and folders and my backpack. I even begged my sister to buy me all their T-shirts from Hot Topic for Christmas, even though the only shirts they had were for guys. I was just a complete and utter obsessed fool. I wore nothing but black and I got myself the typical emo haircut: side bangs (that practically covered my whole left eye) and layers - don't forget the layers. It was a dramatic change from my usual hair in a pony tail look that I had all throughout elementary school. I even thought about havig purple highlights, but my parents refused to let me have any. Lol. Perhaps the funniest part is that I actually longed to be the lead singer of my own rock band. I've always loved to sing, and the thought of being the lead singer of a glamorous rock bad for a living made the most perfect sense. It's been about 4 years since then, and I no longer enjoy wearing all black every day, nor do I long to have purple highlights in my hair. But I never did outgrow my dreams of someday becoming a rock star. But I'm old enough to know that the possibility of that happening is very slim. But hey, a girl can dream right? =P But till then, I'll just have to carry on with my plans of being a doctor. -sigh-

Oh and Baiba! Thanks for wondering about me! You're so sweet! <3 My internet was down. I was so lost without it, but finally it's up and running ^_^.